Wednesday, March 11, 2009

Five fears

In no particular order.

1. Going to the Supermarket and shopping 10 large bags worth of food paying with credit card and have it denied. It never happened to me and I have not heard it happen to anyone around me but i fear it every time!

2. Searching but never finding. Constantly take the left street when there is a miracle waiting on the right. Walking backwards when opportunities are forwards. Hurrying forward while forgetting the lessons encountered earlier on the road. Taking one step forward when one step backward is more favorable. Moving when siting down is the only thing needed to move forwards.

3. Never learn what's desired to learn nor encounter the good things offered but not seen.

4. Loosing precious family, friends.

5. Never to remember the miracle of breathing,

in and out.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Rethinking (again)

While reading an earlier blog post <rethinking everything I belive> I published som two years ago I am still thinking. What did I rethink, which patterns of thinking did I surrender? Some time has passed since I wrote that post however I still can remember what mood I was in. Today I experienced it again.

It feels like I am still at square one. Obviously a few noteworthy events happened in between, and somewhere I am older, more experienced.

I am still seeking.